This page can tell you far better than I can about what Doctors call a Psychosis. On it, it states:
Psychosis (also called a psychotic experience or episode) is when you perceive or interpret events differently from people around you. This could include experiencing hallucinations, delusions or flight of ideas.
It is tonights thinking that I wish to address in the light of the above quote. Have tonights revelations been, quoting the passage above, a way out of my psychosis or part of my psychosis?
As the hardcore followers of this Blog will have been made aware, several times, I wrote (in a ham-fisted fashion) about The Butterfly Dream (here). Here it is again in Chinese and translated -
“Once Zhuangzi dreamt he was a butterfly, a butterfly flitting and fluttering around, happy with himself and doing as he pleased. He didn’t know he was Zhuangzi. Suddenly he woke up and there he was, solid and unmistakable Zhuangzi. But he didn’t know if he was Zhuangzi who had dreamt he was a butterfly, or a butterfly dreaming he was Zhuangzi.”